My Favorite Kitten Was Murdered😿

As you may know my fave kitty was murdered by the mean pregnant abandoned cat of our neighbor that I welcomed into my house and fed. Despite that I cannot punish her severely coz I try to see the reasons why she became a monster probably due to the way she is raised. I see guilt in her when she saw the dead body of the kitten she murdered.


 I am pro death penalty here in The Philippines which is a stark contrast to my tolerance to the crimes commited by animals as I always want to give them the chance to change or to live. I am so sad I feel sick and I couldn't even eat and I don't even want to bury her even though she started to smell by now while I upload this video and I made them a spaghetti today as it is supposed to be their 1st month birthday! If there is a drug that can numb the pain I am feeling right now I would take it! Even when that is an illegal drugs which President DU30 really abhors & I don't do drugs. I just wanted to feel high and happy & forget this extreme sadness. Only a few things can make me feel high like diamonds, dark chocolates and a good fuck! 

 I love this kitty like a human being! My pets are my only true friends coz they don't offend me or hurt my feelings only makes me happy that's why I felt like a BIG loss today. Why am I having this series of unfortunate events!? Is it bcoz the more you love the more you will lose? Coz If I love no one then I have nothing to lose! I've already learned to love less or care less on most human beings that I know (they deserve it anyway coz they are mean & bad) maybe it's about time I will learn how to be heartless on all creatures coz the pain of losing someone you love & the hopelessness that you can't save them all is killing me! Added to that is that I have no one to share the grief with me as if the world does not care & I have no one to comfort me in this darkest of hours. 

 These feelings are all in the mind! And I must learn to control my emotions! I know like I always do I will rise above this unscratched like a phoenix rising from the ashes this experience only makes me stronger & when the next trying times comes along I have nothing to fear as I can fight it with a dazzling resilience that will overshadow any trials and make it look less than me. 


To be continued...

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