Despedida Feast🍕 + Welcome Celebration🎉

We had a small despidida feast coz my only brother or sibling I recognized coz the rest are dead to me finally flies black to the Middle East. He is one of those very few people are not a hypocrite. What you see is what you get! He is a HUGE smoker I mean he smokes far worst than my nanny and lola both died from smoking complications smoked an entire pack of cigarettes! And my brother drinks alcohol too! I don't get why people smoke or drink I'm sure they know it's not good for their health. He should stopped and my mother could not even stop him. All his savings would not be enough to cover medical expenses if he fall ill due to smoking and drinking! From what I know smokers and alcoholic smoke and drink to numb feelings or to give them confidence and yes it seems being shy runs in the family. If I am not shy I would have been great by now! That's why I hate myself for being shy, some people prefers those who are shy than those who have a thick face like mos...